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This Journal will record my dreams in point form with vague and fragmented interpretations. The goal is to understand my dreams and to notice trends in my subconscience thought so that I will be able to see and understand that I am dreaming and be able to awaken myself during a dream.

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Friday, September 29, 2006

ever since school started, i've neglected remembering my dreams and my progress to achieve the lucid state. However, after settling in, i've noticed that my dreams have stuck with me when i wake up.. Last night, I slept early and dreamt an aweful lot.

The strangest part was that it was alternating dreams of good and bad. actually i don't remember any of teh good ones anymore.. except that one of them was sexual haha yea i'll classify that as good. anyway, the bad ones were horrifying and left me in a heart pounding state when i woke up from them. The first bad one was of me in my house tealking to my brother.. then my mom shouts 'they're coming' and we had to brace ourselves as thieves tried to break into our house. While everyone was busy, i was out checking the back door. I remebmer grabbing a flourescent light tube and a metal pole and going to my back door to see someone shuffling to get in. Cover the door? or hit him as he comes in? i didn't know what to do and the adrenaline was high. I woke up soon after.

The second horrifying dream was that someoen ran into my room and grabbed me in my bed.. well more like a really strong cuddle. in my mind it was my roommate.. i was very scared and had no idea why he was doing that. i felt very tired and didn't want to move. my mind wouldn't let me move.. but i was trying to hit him really hard in the face to get him off me. i woke up shortly after that again horrified and pissed off that my roommate would do that to me.. it felt so real.

I then dreamt that i confronted him about it the next morning and proceded to continue with my regular day activiies.. i thought i had actually woken up and gone to school, but I was still sleeping in bed. luckily at this point i was on my 11th hour of sleep so i woke up an hour before my alarm clock went off and got ready for school for real..

Looking at my progress to achieve the lucid state, i don't think i'm really moving all that fast. the fact that i am remembering my dreams and more of them seems a little good, however, i'm still not able to recognize signs that i am actually dreaming. I am however, experiencing my dreams a lot more vividly so maybe it is a step forward from when i started.

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Saturday, August 26, 2006

last night was a weird dream that i think had some meaning
- was on a huge boat with all my friends.
- there were other random people there too
- i think we were going on a field trip.
- the boat had no lighting so ppl kept bumping into each other
- it made a stop at a random island that look soo peaceful and lovely
- only the other group of people got off here
- i had to pee so i told them i was gonna get off for a bit
- the port was a log sticking out of the water (much like the log in the lake that i saw in hastings but very very very long). there was a waterfall connected to it and the only way it would emerge is if ppl stood on both sides of it
- it was a tricky run buti made it across the log
- the greenery on the island reminded me of hastings
- i still had to pee so i went deeper and found a school
- inside the school i finally relieved myself on teh 2nd floor washroom
- it turned into a living area full of people i didn't know
- i was behind a straw covering inside a large room full of junk
- they were talkign about ppl who played FFXI and killed themselves
- then we started talking about stuff
- they mentioned a monster person living ian closet behind me
- i ran out of my shelter
- everyone laughed and we started eating out of a fridge full of billions an billions of food
- i dind't feel like leaving these new people
- had the intention of getting off teh boat and not coming back
- i went back to check the boat and it was gone as expected

my interpretation of this dream : it could be about me going to hastings, the fact that i was stuck behind a covering and unable to hear everyone was probably my drunkeness that night..

another way i see it was, that i was going to school and i wanted to meet new people. and not return..................... which was kinda weird.

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Thursday :
- scene : a port that converted into a ship
- what happened : I was running away from a very comical looking little girl that was really cute but was a murderer
- she looked like one of the power puff girls.
- as i was running i ran into a room where there were 3 fairies and i started to play with them.
- they had a very very cute little puppie that decided to run outside
- upon going outside to look for it, i saw a diff dog.. it was that creepy little girls dog.
- i was horrified so i ran back into the room.
- this is when the port turned into a boat.
- in the distance i heard somethingcoming out of the water
- upon looking into the water, some seaweed / straw covered monstered started to appear
- i was more scared of these guys than the kid
- but i wanted to save teh kid for some reason.. so i started to blow fire at them with a little flames that were stickign out of the water
- turns out those flames were stuck to a gas pipe
- when i touched the pipe it turned into a flame thrower
- i started to torch the monsters down
- scene changed to my bedroom and the monsters changed into punks that were trying to kill the kid who turned into something else but i wanted to protect her
- i torched the guys but they ddin't die and chased me out the house

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Saturday, August 19, 2006

setting : public washroom. Looked like the one at distrikt.
- had to pee but some ppl had come in to clean the washroom.
- asked one of the cleaning lady's if i could use one of the toilets
- she said ok and it turned into a sink
- then she told me channel 3 was the best to use teh sink at. it had the clearest image
- thought : where teh fuck was the screen to watch a channel in a sink?
- upon further investigation, there were buttons inside the faucet tht controlled a tv set behind the wall?
- the lady flicks a switch on teh wall and a tv appears on the otherside of the room and told me to go to channel 3
- i finally switch to channel 3 and started to pee . . ..

setting: while watching the TV, the setting changed to my house.
- as i was flipping the channels one thing that kept occuring was a magazine with the title "mikes fixes" or "a mikes performance" in someone's hand.. it was some weird magazine that some dude named mike was creating for a car show.
- I was talking to my sister
- looked at the clock and saw 6:30pm and thought holy shit.. i slept the day away and woke up.

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Friday, August 18, 2006

	-planning an outing with andrew and stanley -not able to make it because I had to go to school -sat in a bus that took forever -walked with my god-sis and tariq -summer day very nice greenery. calm and relaxing neighbourhood. -area was somewhere in the oakwood region
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